09-20-26
Omg phm stamp 
I need to use this somewhere.
05-18-26
Hi!!!!:D I am actually alive, just really-really behind on real life stuff so i had (and have) to focus on those more. Since the last time I wrote here I started making dnb music and started fanatically listening to she wants revenge (yes i know the singer was(?) problematic). I also wrote my english matura. Turned out good in my opinion, I dont know yet. The way things are here tho, the next time I'll update anything on this page will probably be somewhere in the summer, so bear with me. First thing Ill make is a sky:cotl shrine and the diary revamp. Then to be honest we'll se where things go. See you next time. :p
03-28-26
Went to see Project Hail Mary in the cinema at the start of the week. This movie hasn't left my brain since then. It is so incredibely good. Cried on three different occasions.
02-22-26
I spent most of my time making an Ena edit yesterday. Turned out pretty good I think (returning to my roots as an editor(was really painful, I hate how greedy capcut became)). Today I designed a crochet project which I am finally motivated to work on, yay!
02-12-26
"Rules of the road" sounds so much more whimsical than KRESZ (which is the hungarian word for it). I hate trams.
02-01-26
My new hobby is taking apart thriftstore sweaters for the yarn. While being timeconsuming, it's fun to do actually. But also I didn't finish a singular project in January (beside the skirt). And I am not even close. But I started the (in?)famous eye sweater and realised why it's infamous for some. I mean no hate or harm to the creator I just found it weird how they didn't increase in certain places. I would've done it differently. And I am working on a pattern of my way, because I enjoy seeing those extremely detailed and professional pdf patterns and I want to make one. But at the same time I don't know the so called "rules" of posting anything like that. I probably wouldn't anyway, just here.
I am also sooooo ready for winter to be over. I was always a spring/summer/autumn enthusiast.
01-17-26
I painted my nails on wednesday after a lot of time. I don't know how to feel. To some it's not a big deal, but to me it is. I have a weird relationship with feminity. Always had tbh. Don't get me wrong I like how it looks but it feels wrong. Like I'm alienating myself with this small thing. I didn't have the courage to tell this to anyone else than my girlfriend.
Not like my friends would listen to me anyway. Being ignored constantly also weighs me down. Well not ignored in a sense. But I have a frined and when they arrive all the attention must be on them. Doesn't matter if I was talking, doesn't matter about what. All the teachers love them too, but it's always constant whining that they don't. I used to be so good at german (ye I'm a weirdo who likes languages thus german too) now I can't even speak in class. Everything is falling apart I'm always missing the past when everything was better.
01-11-26
Crazy how the about me page was the first one I made and it still works fine-ish? I don't really know how to make it better. Well that's not entirely true. Idk how to make it better with the knowledge I currently posess. I want to make multiple randomizers (one with facts abt me, one with lyrics) and I know I should really learn js. But I just cannot be bothered.
I'm also watching Mobland (interrupting my 4th (I think?) star trek: discovery rewatch) and I can't decide if I'm happy about the fact that I'm watching this series. It's interesting. Also Guy Ritchie. He did not dissapoint with the soundtrack. But how many series is he going to make about drugs and stuff alike? What about Gentlemen? As in the series not the movie. I think it too lived one season at max. If I remember correctly I liked that one better, but I don't really know. Still the point: finish what you've started man. :(
01-05-26
I am in a bad mood since I had to see my physics teacher today. Idk how to survive the 3 lessons per week anymore. What is infuriating tho, is the fact that the topic we would learn now actually interests me. Keyword is would since this buffoon cannot teach at all. The situation is dire over here.
01-02-26
Happy New Year everyone. New year, new person, same old mistakes. I wrote like 6 pages about new year's in my journal and I am still so damn tired. But one of my resolutions for this year is to deepen my coding knowledge and pretty up my website and I'm so motivated to do that.
What I am currently brainstorming on is a diary revamp. Personally I love the theme and I don't wanna change it, but if I continue writing here it will very quickly become an endlessly long scroll page. So what I thought about: I could do a split here at the start of the new year. But my idea involves iframes. I hate those things. With a burning passion. I am (and will be) procrastinating this for a while.
I also watched Tron:Ares i think a day before christmas? But that movie is so good I wanna yap about it somewhere. I really should finish discussions page.
